Paradise

Paradise
Endless happiness and peace.
A beautiful place it is.
I want to find you, why are you so elusive?
Finding you has become an obsession. Come to me, come and get me.
I’m tired of looking for you.
Paradise is not a person,
Paradise is a feeling, this I have learnt.
I have found only a dark paradise.
And it ended. It always does.
Because its dark paradise. So evil.
I’m tired of this darkness.
Show me the light.
Show me paradise.
I can’t seem to get out of this slump. Each time I see light I fall back deeper.
Will I find paradise in death?
Will I find it on the other side?
I can’t deal with it I tell the world to not keep it in.
But yet still feel so alone find no paradise.
I told you about my darkness.
And now I've never felt so far from you.
Keep your demons because no one cares. It’s safer that way.
Until you know you’ve found your paradise,
Until you’re not scared of your happiness, Until Paradise is a reality.
Until you don't hide behind the tears of a clown.
I won’t give up on you.
Paradise.