I Want to Know What Love Is.

I want to know what love is. I don’t know exactly what this is but I can imagine what it is. I think it is an extreme feeling of euphoria. A feeling that has nothing to do with physical characteristics. A feeling so strong for another human being that it would be difficult to describe. You feel like you are high on the most intense drug you have ever taken. You feel the scent of this person. You feel like this person is the light in the dark room of your unaccepted flaws and unattractive feels. You do not have to prove your worth. It is not infatuation about looks. I feel it’s not just a crush so it does not come instantly. It is when your eyes sparkle at the mention of that person’s name or when you talk about them. You crave every bit of their energy and soul. You never see yourself without this person. They leave you breathless and give you butterflies in your tummy but make you smile…..you look at them in a way that’s you can’t believe they are yours. You want to commit to this person.  You want to watch them slowly take down the walls they have built from previously getting hurt and let you in. You act like complete idiots around each other…but never get tired of each other. But then again it is not perfection it is imperfections and accepting them. This person means so much to you it scares you. Love is happiness, sadness, fear, anxiety, acceptance and satisfaction. It is so beautiful you could cry. They are also the person you will say “what if?” about if you ever let them go, you cannot stop thinking about them. You tell your friends or future children about this person with a visible sparkle in your eyes. You can’t avoid it, you can block it or ignore it but it will be there. This is because you love with your heart….imperfections become irrelevant.��